Really..

Why is no one other than myself stress to finish the Dec thing?

Sad per.. btl.. I want it to happen

I really need help.. I know got exam I too got exam.. I feel like crying.. but I can't

The reason I do this is for when they no longer in this school they will come back..

To let them know we care and let them know how much we had improve

Oh god pls help me pls.. I can't do it alone.. I'm weak alone..

Stress

Dammit this week my teac keep giving us exam and it stressing me out.. tmr exam than next week exam.. da tk kelaka say..

and now 22.. I got 2 week to get the guys to work as a team.. and prac all out.. other than the Dec we got T-Party, flash mob .. and I need to plan the right timing but so for that the only thing i don't have time.. Need to finish it asap so we just prac for t-party and flash mob after the Dec complete..

What should I do?? should i cut it short?? and use 3 of my Bro's step and cut out my.. seem my not that nice like the others.. hmmm.. i still not complete with my solo.. ahhh.. stress gile pls..

I can't think.. ahhh... i need to finish my exam 1st than hope i can get back in..

after exam i need to give 150% my mix to dance.. hmmm.. my solo need to be fun.. so need to have fun when i give 150%..

10 Dec

We left few more week to finish the step but i'm not afraid because all my brother's are good dancer and always help each other.. hope finish in time for 10 Dec wish for the best...

DeeWing's

me??

Sometime when people are angry i feel like it my fault, really.. I'm scared if I have done something wrong and not knowing.. I had a lot of friend left a month ago and i'm not losing anymore this or any coming month... never again..

New

Hello.. its been days or weeks.. seen i last update wow lame tu..

hmm.. a lot had happen.. like the last 25 there this dance night... wow there are amazing but not all the group.. the movie all out..

other than that There a BBQ a week ago if im not wrong.. fun but not many people come sad say.. the food a lot.. it was for the whole class but less than half the class come.. there no game but its a non stop joking around.. hehehe..

Now this is a new flash mob this Sunday yea yea.. and I will be performing, scary say 1st time say doing flash mob.. but the important thing is have fun.. should i wear mask?? malu sia.. hehehe.. hope tk salah step lah..

until next time.. DeeWing's Peace out..

a Bored day..

Today so bored.. + my leg super pain wow later how to dance? Habis lah.. later sit down only.. bored bored bored.. hmm.. nanti I go back home at AMK but I dont want... I want stay at TPY.. 17 years say kat TPY.. hmm.. later at AMK no friends.. IDK anyone there lagi lah bored.. mati lah.. bored gile..

Broed Bored bored

WoW today at class so bored.. nth to do.. waiting for teacher teach.. but 100% when he start I sleep.. hmmm what to do??
oh oh oh I remember my ghost story part 2 not yet finish.. I think I do now.. time to finish what i start a month ago.. wait a month ago.. that long.. okok as soon i finish i will post.. (^-^)

It's the end n new fun beginning

Finally it end.. it the 3rd times but it end but hope it end for good..

Even it end I lost a best friend.. the one i was wanting to give the key to..

But I think she will never understand.. hmm.. will i just let her be..??

She is so happier now her life is getting better.. funny thing is after i got into a fight with her(that was all my doing) I had always go to her blog or fb.. (still miss her)

Hehehe..

Yes i did it alone.. free as ill ever be..

oh.. and today i join chingay it was fun but than i become darker.. hehehe.. now wait for next week.. but kan the step i don't know.. there at the 6 session and i'm at my 1st.. habis lah..

hehehe ill update soon.. peace out...

project

Finale year project is in now just started hooo.. what to do what to do.. planing to do alone but 1/10 of it i got a lot of problem.. lucky can team up.. mix in a team 3 people.. hehehe lucky me..
Now need do website that sell things but not true lah.. but my group sell shoe.. Hard you know a lot of code need to be used.. now not even 5% head pain hmm.. got few week so not much time left.. ahhhh...

hehehe until i got story.. bye..

Family

My Family are important to me.. My real family, my 2.4Oh and SYTYCD CW family..
You all the best but sometime can be very irritating at times.. hmmm.. the time that i had fun with my familys are endless even at times i got no mood but i know if i do it will 100% be the time of my life.. hehehe..

Before this there a another family of my too but we all now doing our own thing now.. not a family no more..
So I hope no matter what happen after few years down the road we are still familys ok..

LOVE YOU PEOPLE (^_^)

Change

I had change a lot.. from a happy hyper boy to a freestyle to a fighter to a techno dancer to a hip hop dancer..
People say the pass will always stay at the pass but what if they come back..
What if history want to do it all over again.. What will you do??

For me I know how the story goes because its my pass.. And in the story the person i had care the most will always get hurt..

So I had done what must been done.. Find problem with the one i had care for.. It do hurt but its better than other people hurtting her..

I'm not hopping for her to understand  but I just her to be save and happy..

Girl if you are reading this, It had never mean it.. So smile all your problems away and turn away from me if you see me.. Its will be for the best..

Diner with CW Family

6/9/2011

It was a diner with all my CW family it was fun but sadly i got no mood.. We all using baru raya.. hehehe and a lot of photo was taken that day.. hehe oh i had wish i was in a good mood it will be fun.. The food there okok lah.. i never go 2nd round malu say want go 2nd round.. hehe..  :D

Now party over time to prac to this coming 18 n 19 September the CW got performance
Now Dee scared.. 7K+ people going to watch me dance wow I need to prac hard, really hard.. not to be my best on that day.. full power ahead...    

I never lie

I had never lie to you before but you never believe me...
I had never lie that I'll be there for you
I had never lie that I'll will help you with your problems...
I had never lie that I won't let anyone hurt you...
Not even ones I had lie to you...
Hmmm... (-__-)

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A start oF a New bLog/RAYA

Today I update my blog non-stop, wow so many code my head start to spin.. oh well hope it going to fun blogging or not all i do is for nothing.. hehehe

And Raya is FEW DAYS AWAY yea yea.. can't wait.. 3 days more to raya, the day we all be waiting for.. Hope I can go out with my friends jalan raya.. but do they want to jalan raya with me?? I also don't know.. hmmm.. need go ask them on Monday.. But I also need to ask my old friends if they want go jalan raya.. It have been a long time seen I meet them... time to call up my friends..

My feeling running crazy

I don't know what is going on with me... feel angry, lonely, sad and empty all in one's..

But I want to feel care not used, Love not joking, and be a Somebody but not to be joke it all the time...

Some people say they know me in just few month but they don't... the one that know me well they have been with me for few years but still don't know me 100%.. I smile, I joke, I'm the most happiest person you will ever see but when I start to lost control, my feeling will just go crazy.. I can't continue this life alone, I need help in my feeling.. I need someone that I can trust with my with my feeling, my heart and my life.. but who can i trust?? where can i find that person?? how do i know she will never destroy my inside out?? how can i know all this??